I'm happy. And for the first time in a long time, it's a happiness that is coming from the inside, not because of external factors. And I really like that. God, I love retreats. And I love my friends and my family. And my school. And I love you...that's right, you. Spread the love, guys.

Sure there are some things that are bugging me, irking me, etc, but overall, the good far outweighs the bad. And I'm thankful for that. And I'm grateful for what I have, who I have. Ya know the whole, "I don't know if I should smile because he's a friend, or cry because that's all we'll ever be" thing. Well, I'm smiling.