Tough Decision

GODDAMN. Seriously, when I think I have everything all figured out life throws me a curveball. Here's the situation. Since I hadn't gotten a call back from Burbank for the MTV Internship in a while, and since the "oh sorry, we already did first round interviews" fiasco with Santa Monica, I went ahead and assumed I wasn't going to have a chance at the internships. Thus, I decided that it was time to get things together for the summer. I called my old boss at Macy's and told her when I would be back. I agreed to take Geng to all the Moreau XC fun runs this summer, and go to XC camp. Cool.

THEN....today, right as I'm leaving for class I get a call from the head of the productions department at the Burbank studio. She wants a second interview, next week on Wednesday. OH F**K. Part of me is completely excited, I can't believe they called me back for a second interview. But the other part of me is saying OH CRAP because now what do I do?

If I get the internship at Burbank, do I take the awesome opportunity to work in production, call my boss at Macy's and tell her I can't work anymore (will she ever give me a job again after I do that?), pick up my stuff, scramble around and find a place in Burbank, and figure it all out when I get there?

Or do I call the Burbank people up, tell them I won't be available for the summer anymore, and throw away the opportunity to go home to the comfort of a steady job and friends and cross country fun runs???

I'M SO STUCK AND I'M FREAKING OUT. All that on top of the research paper I have due Thursday plus normal homework plus feeling really unmotivated in general. WHAT DO I DO????